- How did you start your sex life? Was it an easy decision? Was there a long period of foreplay, petting, oral sex, or was it spontaneous? How did you feel having lost virginity? Can you say it became a special experience for you?
I lost my virginity long time ago. My father ditched us when I was small, I do not actually remember much of him. My mother, still a young woman, worked as a train guard. She brought me a new 'father' out of one of her journeys. His name was Egor, or Egor Nikolayevich to be more correct. He was younger than my mother and worked as a musician at a restaurant.
When mother went on her trips, we stayed together with Egor. I had noticed the way he looked at me before, but I did not expect what happened that morning.
It was Sunday, so I allowed myself to sleep longer, mother had just left the day before and we did not expect her back until Tuesday. Egor was at home.
Through my sleep I felt somebody stroking my leg, climbing my thigh. I opened my eyes. Egor was sitting on the bed by my side and stroked me under the blanket (worth mentioning that I sleep only in a short T-shirt). Have not woken up completely, I asked: 'Egor, what are you doing!?' Not stopping stroking me, he said: 'You know how hard it is on me? Your mother is always away and I am alone! I need a woman so bad, and you are here, so sweet!' I thought I had been dreaming at first. Egor was a handsome man, more handsome than any of the boys that had been courting me trying to get under my skirt before, but he was my mother's husband! I tried to push his hand away. Egor threw my blanket away, and my short t-shirt pulled up baring my thighs and pubis. I tried to pull it back down but he did not let me to. He began stroking my legs, his beautiful musicians fingers crawled under my t-shirt, he stroked the whole of my body. I felt nice. His hands caressed my small breasts, my thighs, his fingers touched my pussy lightly. I had not felt anything like that before.
'Have you seen a cock yet?', - he asked all of a sudden. I actually had seen cocks of my school friends when we played at summer camps. He pulled his underpants down and I saw his huge swollen cock covered with veins. It resembled a mushroom with a beautiful cap. My hand reached out to it and I began stroking it. Egor moaned through his teeth: 'Kiss him...' I was scared at first, then I thought that he might change his mind and touched it with my lips, then licked it. It was hard and warm. When I wanted to kiss it again and opened my mouth a little, Egor pressed me on the back of my head and his cock appeared in my mouth... I nearly choked, but Egor did not let go of my head. He moved his cock in and out my mouth, I understood what he expected of me and began to suck it a little. Egor's cock seemed to become even bigger in my mouth. Egor began to moan out loud, I accelerated and tried to do it the way I had seen it done in the porn movies. Then he took his cock out of my mouth, looked me in the eyes, and said only: 'Yes!'. That was all he said. He pushed me back to the bed on my back and spread my legs. I saw what he wanted: 'Please don't, I am a virgin yet!' He did not say anything just pointed his cock at my little chink in silence... A thrust, I cried out, it hurt so bad. I must have lost consciousness for a second or two. He went on fucking me. Roaring was coming out of his throat, I was in a lot of pain. In a couple of minutes his cock began pulsating inside me and I knew he was coming.
He rolled over to his back. 'Sorry' - was all he said.
... I ran into his bed almost every morning since when my mother was not at home. That was our big secret for years.
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